I have a thing for commercials.
Commercials seem to bring out the best in me. Either the companies have hired excellent advertising firms with a knack for drawing emotions from their viewers. Or I just have a weakness for them.
This morning before leaving for school I happened to look up from my bowl of cereal and see a very well shot commercial. It involved a slow-motion image of a young boy catching a frog. He continued to play with it, and hold it as if it were his tiny frog friend.
It brought back memories for me. Memories of a worry free childhood. When the world felt so vast; When there was so much to explore and discover. These feeling are ones, that are for the most part, lacking in my life as an adult. There may be a few moments when i am astonished by something new i learned or discovered, but it doesn't hold the same value or feeling it once did as a child, and it most certainty doesn't happen as often.
Today the world seems so much smaller. As if all the dreams and desires we had as children become thoughts of improbable ideas. I know everything thats necessary for me get by today, and i sometimes think that's all i need.
Maybe this is why lately my mind has been calling-for something new.
I want to get in touch with my culture and learn Spanish.
I want to take up Spanish guitar.
I want to better myself as a painter.
I want to better my skills as a Graphic Designer.
I want my ideas to be heard and hopefully influence others.
I want to change the world.
I want to be remembered.
overall:
I want to better myself as a person.